this is what i feel like doing.. i'm so stressed and mad and sad at the same time! i just wanna scream haha i have been home for three days now, and there has been nothing worse than this. it was good to see my friends, but i want to be with my family. but heres the thing.. i don't want to be up in salt lake. i want them to be here, home with me. i know this is not going to happen tho. i had to clean out my bedroom (worst thing ever) and move all my stuff to my grandparents. it always gave me comfort to be able to call a place "home" and have all my stuff there and have somewhere to escape to. but now i have no where. i feel homeless ha it's weird to see everyone continuing on with their normal lives when mine has been flipped upside down. it makes me almost angry. what if this didn't happen? what would i be doing today? it's a strange thought. i just hope that things will eventually be normal again for me and my family. but for now i have to continue on with this un-planned crazy life, and hope that things will start looking up.
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