School in 9 days.. WTH!

so pretty much my last summer is over in 9 days. and what have i done this summer?? nothing! what is my problem?? this next week i have to party so hard. i am going to be in st. george with all my friends, and i just cant wait to do whatever i want! other than like 4 things i have to do, the rest of the week is mine! so stoked! i pretty much want to get a shave ice every day and thats all! holler. i have missed my friends so much, and i can't wait to see them. so.. here is a reflection on my summer..
May 18th.. my sister almost died. This was THEE hardest day of my life. Nothing will ever top how sad and confused i was that day.
May 19th.. got told my sister needs a new heart.. still shocks me everytime i think about it.
May 21st.. got an echocardiogram.. praying i didn't have anything wrong with me! another thing i didn't ever plan on doing in my LIFE
May 25th.. second knee surgery. Still not better! I want a new knee haha it would make my life so much easier.
May 30th.. Went home from primary childrens. To a new house! At this point I'm still like what the heck is going on????
June 15.. youth conference!! soo fun! the first time i got to hang out with my friends and actually enjoy my summer.. it was great :)
June 18-29.. In salt lake. Thinking how did this happen..?
July 1st.. HAWAII! highlight of my summer? no doubt. best 10 days EVER.
July 8th.. got stung by a jellyfish.. WHAT THE HECK? haha another like why me time
July 12th.. the day my sister got a heart. Most mixed emotions i have ever felt. one of the most stressful, but happiest days ever. I will remember this day for forever.
July 26th.. the day i realized i was not fine!
July 27th-30. Fixing myself so i could help my family.
Today.. realizing that the summer is almost over, and it has been the craziest, most stressful summer of my whole life, but i would not change it for anything. Everyone in my life has changed this summer. My family has struggled, but we survived? We, of course, are all damaged deeply by what has happened, but eventually we will recover. This summer i have met new friends that if this didn't happen, i would never have met. They have helped my family through the hardest thing that has ever happend to us. Without them i dont know where we would be. I have learned that there are so many good people in the world, especially in st. george. Most people want to help others in anyway they can. I am so much more thankful for people now. I have learned that bad things can happen, things you don't want to happen. Anything could happen at any moment and your life could change with one phone call. They aren't just saying "live in the moment" for nothing, they say it cuz if you don't, something is going to happen and you are going to have a lot of regrets. Live for today, and today only. That is why this next week each day is going to be so great. My friends and i are going to live up our last summer before our sr. year :) I. cant. wait.