bipolar

i'm not really bipolar but the past couple days i have felt like that. my emotions are a rollercoaster and my moods change like every minute haha. today is a good day today though! even though i miss my friends and miss st. george i am glad i get to be with my family, and especially my sister. my knee is feeling alright, but im so over it. my sister is doing really good today. she seems like she is back to normal.. but below the surface we know she is hurting. she needs to start showing emotion, and they think the only person that can do that is me. so i have some work to do. ha. well i am super bored today so if anyone reads this then text me!! cuz all im doing is stalking up facebook. this whole thing has been so weird but i some good things have been coming out of this.. here are some optimistic accomplishments that has happened
- abby has almost up to me
- our family has become closer
- we have seen how many people love and care about us
- i drove on a 5 lane free way
- learned how precious my little sister is
- chilled out about worldy things
- small things don't matter anymore
- you can live day to day, or even minute by minute
- i can be really strong when i need to be
- i want to be a nurse when i get older
- people are nicer in salt lake than in st. george
all these things are good, and im glad that i could learn something from this experience. thanks to everyone who has supported abby and my mom. love you all