a few memories..

here are some things i am remembering from these very long days.. they are the good memories though :)
so yesterday i gave abby a sponge bath and she looks and smells so much better! i did her hair and put on her new clothes and she looks like 100 bucks!
last night my mom was asleep so i was on "abby watch" and she woke up at 11:30 and was like "my leg hurts. i'm standing up right now." so the nurse hurried in a un-hooked her abby was being so demanding! then i walked her down the hall and she said "we are going to play piano now." it was so funny!!!
yesterday it was kinda creepy but she told me that she had a dream about this whole thing. she said she dreamed all of it, and she got a heart in the end. we don't know if this is real, or if it is her just remembering.. don't know!
the saddest thing ever was yesterday when she said "why did this happen?" it was so sad and brought me to instant tears.
my favorite things she says are "you're a bad nurse" and "will you put my slippers back on?"
we keep teasing her about her memory but she doesn't know. haha
i feel like i have had the same converstion over and over again with her. but i'm not mad cuz i'm just so glad she is here with me and i can see her and talk to her every day. i love looking at her big blue eyes and i just love taking care of her and talking to her. she is such a great kid, and i am so thankful for her. my life and emotions are a rollercoaster right now, so if i freak out on you or am overly dramatic, please try and understand cuz i don't really know whats going on or why this is happening. i know i am strong and my family and i can get through this. thank you all for everything you have done for me!! i love you all :)
p.s. i'm going to be in st. george on tuesday so can we all hang out?? k cool thanks :) and i'm getting my knee surgery on wednesday so i would love some cookies haha jk.. but really :)